We all need a little help !

My silly little boys ! They are not so little anymore ...
I may have changed only one thing about being a mum ...
That one thing would be the age in became a mum ...
17 was just a little bit young, ever as I knew everything !
Not I was so very silly, I thought I was going to have a my
Baby and the Father was going to be there with me to
Help raise Zachary ... Nope I was 17 a new mum and three
Days after having my wonderful cute bundle of bouncing joy
He ( the father ) left me in hospital never ever to see him again
That was 16 years ago ! So I I could say one thing it's please
girls you don't need to have a baby to keep someone from leaving
You as a baby is for life and its not easy either ! Zachary is now
Nearly old enough to drive and take girls out hahahaha ...
My opinion is do you want one of you ! If not keep your willy
In your pants ! That's my thoughts for the day Miss Squeak80 ...

 

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Some Of My Favourite Pictures !

Some Of My Favourite Pictures !

Its Nearly Easter !!!

Well Its Nearly Easter!!

I love easter we all love easter don't we??

i cant wait till the easter bunny comes to my house

i hope he brings some eggs

even if i am on a diet we are all allowed to have

some chocolate around easter time ..

yummie yummie chocolate bunny in my tummy

and i feel like eating you !!

i would like to wish some of my +Google+ friends
A Happy Easter

 

 +Fetish +Adrian Howe +zac farrell +Doug Jones +David Tothill +Zelina Cruz +hamu suke
+Yvonne Selbach +Stuart MacGill +Michele James-Parham +triple j +Richard Shivell
 

 Everyone have a wonderful Easter !
And stay stafe !



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A Little Post For My Granny Babe !

Well it's that time again in my family when we go and see the grave of my much loved and missed grandmother (Peggy) It's been 15year this year since she was taken from us in a very horrible way no human should ever die in that way. My beautiful granny babe was murdered by my cousin yup you read that right. I don't think it gets any easier to cope with the loss. Because if he didn't do what he did she would still be here with us. But it was her time to leave us. So I think what I am getting at is tell your loved ones exactly what you should because what if They were gone and you didn't get to tell them that you love them.. Express your feeling don't be scared let them flow and you might just find you like the feelings of warmth and the fuzzy feeling you get in your tummy ... I try to let everyone in my life know I love them I cuddle and kiss my mum and tell her every day that I love her. My monster gets kisses and cuddles and we are very good at expressing our feelings to each other. My monster is my rock I can relax around him and feel at ease as I know I am safe. I have had my Peggy tattoo on my arm for two years now I love it my mum dad and my auntie have the same tattoo as well it's our way of having her with us still. I also have a pink teddy that I came across in a op shop on my birthday a few years ago and I got her because the tag on her bottom said her name was Peggy !! So now Peggy the bear comes on holiday when we go away il post some pictures of her adventures.. I would love to hear some other people's feeling on how they have coped with the loss of a family member. So to my granny babe I love you and miss you like mad still feels like yesterday that you were taken from all of us. Not at day goes by that I don't think about you or that we don't tell funny silly stories about you. So Rest In Peace. Love you with all my heart Helene !

Puppies and Other Things That Make Me Happy

...Things That Make Me Happy...

 

 

I would like you meet George

He is one little puppy that

makes me smiles when ever

i see him he runs around like a

crazy little thing .. People that

know me would say that apart from

being the silly and sometimes random..

I have a thing that i do that is funny..

We all have little quirks one of

mine is i love too touch things it can

be very funny as things have to feel nice

to the touch for me to buy them..

At the moment my Monster and I have been growing

some vegetable's we grew them from seed so as

they started to break the soil i just had to feel

them it was like a uncontrollable need to touch !

I think there is other people out there like me

or i like to think that their are ..

 I have a wonderful and very loving family ,

I am blessed to have two boys Zachary and Quentin

And my Monster he has given me the strenght to face some

problems that I have not really wanted to face

He is like my best-friend, lover, team-mate, secret keeper,

People might look at as and think that we are

a little over the top with the cuddling, touching and

kissing that we share ! I think they are just wanting

they same thing in there own realitionship..

Therefore this is some of the that make me

....HAPPY....

 

 

When we went to see Ringo and he All star band !!

My monster as loved the Beatles since he was very young .. When he was little he was asked what he wanted to be when he grew up guess what his answer was haha I want to be a Beatle aww how very cute .. So it was exciting to see him watching one of his favourite band members was a great all time high will remember that night for along long time :)

Day two on the bloggy thingy !

                            The day i got my last Tattoo

Well let me paint you the picture ! Monster and i had been no holiday in Bali with my mum and dad for a nearly two weeks when we thought it was time to get our ink done ! There were a few tattoo studios around to say the least haha. But for some reason i was liking this one i think it may have been the fact that the boys had been sitting outside the shop a few nights in a row singing and jamming ... We went in and booked our tattoos monster and i and being the gentle man that he is he went first ! He got a tattoo saying sweet sour pork on his arm and i got my tassie devil on my right ankle .. Now the funny thing is we had to fly out that night and i must say my little new tattoo was killing me so note to self Dont Get A Tattoo the day you fly out as i might just be a little sore .. Thankyou for reading Helene