This Blog is about things that have happened in my life sometimes Happy sometimes Sad and everything other feeling i might just happen to have at the point i start to blog so enjoy the random thoughts of Me aka MissSqueak80 ...
My silly little boys ! They are not so little anymore ...
I may have changed only one thing about being a mum ...
That one thing would be the age in became a mum ...
17 was just a little bit young, ever as I knew everything !
Not I was so very silly, I thought I was going to have a my
Baby and the Father was going to be there with me to
Help raise Zachary ... Nope I was 17 a new mum and three
Days after having my wonderful cute bundle of bouncing joy
He ( the father ) left me in hospital never ever to see him again
That was 16 years ago ! So I I could say one thing it's please
girls you don't need to have a baby to keep someone from leaving
You as a baby is for life and its not easy either ! Zachary is now
Nearly old enough to drive and take girls out hahahaha ...
My opinion is do you want one of you ! If not keep your willy
In your pants ! That's my thoughts for the day Miss Squeak80 ...
Well it's that time again in my family when we go and see the grave of my much loved and missed grandmother (Peggy) It's been 15year this year since she was taken from us in a very horrible way no human should ever die in that way. My beautiful granny babe was murdered by my cousin yup you read that right. I don't think it gets any easier to cope with the loss. Because if he didn't do what he did she would still be here with us. But it was her time to leave us. So I think what I am getting at is tell your loved ones exactly what you should because what if They were gone and you didn't get to tell them that you love them.. Express your feeling don't be scared let them flow and you might just find you like the feelings of warmth and the fuzzy feeling you get in your tummy ... I try to let everyone in my life know I love them I cuddle and kiss my mum and tell her every day that I love her. My monster gets kisses and cuddles and we are very good at expressing our feelings to each other. My monster is my rock I can relax around him and feel at ease as I know I am safe. I have had my Peggy tattoo on my arm for two years now I love it my mum dad and my auntie have the same tattoo as well it's our way of having her with us still. I also have a pink teddy that I came across in a op shop on my birthday a few years ago and I got her because the tag on her bottom said her name was Peggy !! So now Peggy the bear comes on holiday when we go away il post some pictures of her adventures.. I would love to hear some other people's feeling on how they have coped with the loss of a family member. So to my granny babe I love you and miss you like mad still feels like yesterday that you were taken from all of us. Not at day goes by that I don't think about you or that we don't tell funny silly stories about you. So Rest In Peace. Love you with all my heart Helene !