A Little Post For My Granny Babe !

Well it's that time again in my family when we go and see the grave of my much loved and missed grandmother (Peggy) It's been 15year this year since she was taken from us in a very horrible way no human should ever die in that way. My beautiful granny babe was murdered by my cousin yup you read that right. I don't think it gets any easier to cope with the loss. Because if he didn't do what he did she would still be here with us. But it was her time to leave us. So I think what I am getting at is tell your loved ones exactly what you should because what if They were gone and you didn't get to tell them that you love them.. Express your feeling don't be scared let them flow and you might just find you like the feelings of warmth and the fuzzy feeling you get in your tummy ... I try to let everyone in my life know I love them I cuddle and kiss my mum and tell her every day that I love her. My monster gets kisses and cuddles and we are very good at expressing our feelings to each other. My monster is my rock I can relax around him and feel at ease as I know I am safe. I have had my Peggy tattoo on my arm for two years now I love it my mum dad and my auntie have the same tattoo as well it's our way of having her with us still. I also have a pink teddy that I came across in a op shop on my birthday a few years ago and I got her because the tag on her bottom said her name was Peggy !! So now Peggy the bear comes on holiday when we go away il post some pictures of her adventures.. I would love to hear some other people's feeling on how they have coped with the loss of a family member. So to my granny babe I love you and miss you like mad still feels like yesterday that you were taken from all of us. Not at day goes by that I don't think about you or that we don't tell funny silly stories about you. So Rest In Peace. Love you with all my heart Helene !

Puppies and Other Things That Make Me Happy

...Things That Make Me Happy...

 

 

I would like you meet George

He is one little puppy that

makes me smiles when ever

i see him he runs around like a

crazy little thing .. People that

know me would say that apart from

being the silly and sometimes random..

I have a thing that i do that is funny..

We all have little quirks one of

mine is i love too touch things it can

be very funny as things have to feel nice

to the touch for me to buy them..

At the moment my Monster and I have been growing

some vegetable's we grew them from seed so as

they started to break the soil i just had to feel

them it was like a uncontrollable need to touch !

I think there is other people out there like me

or i like to think that their are ..

 I have a wonderful and very loving family ,

I am blessed to have two boys Zachary and Quentin

And my Monster he has given me the strenght to face some

problems that I have not really wanted to face

He is like my best-friend, lover, team-mate, secret keeper,

People might look at as and think that we are

a little over the top with the cuddling, touching and

kissing that we share ! I think they are just wanting

they same thing in there own realitionship..

Therefore this is some of the that make me

....HAPPY....